And so there it is, it's fun to fall in love. However, there is always madness, roller coasters and dramas.

It feels so good to fall especially when someone's there to catch you. I'm lucky enough to have that someone. Or rather, I'm lucky to experience love in general. As the photo says, life's too short not to experience it. I must say, my life in college has been an adventure in searching the "right one". The person may not be "right forever" yet he is the "right one for now".

I don't know, I've never really looked at my future having the love aspect which is pretty funny. I have everything panned out except for that. Yikes! I'm getting old when I have my future planned. But nonetheless, love is spent at every moment that we live. <3

Written by startled at 11:11 PM.

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I haven't eaten anything heavy since lunch but enough about that.

I have been blogging again since when again? Now that explains how long it has been. I've been caught up with academics, Ondoy, orgwork and friends.

I was keeping tabs with my Tabulas blog and I forgot to keep tabs now. I bet it has become boring. Oh well, what happened during the past month?

First, I wrestled with feeling and trying to erase every single message but I still don't have the heart to do. I will soon. I will. No, I must.

Second, I've witnessed a love story blossom and destroyed by their very own doing. I got sad here, there are things that needs to be given a chance. Great potential but why? Seriously, I want to ask why did it have to end that way?

Third, I was on the brink of taking risks such as taking orals and finals exams. Come on, maybe I could have aced my subjects but wanted to take the safer course instead. but in the end, I fared well. So far, senior year is giving me the best of what it could. I was really the suckiest student back in junior year, having the suckiest grades ever. Senior year, however is a blessing in disguise.

Having ordinals in my blog makes me iffy. Oh well.

I've been keeping up with family matters and been keeping myself intact for them, 'nough said.

On other things, I've been going out with my friends and reconnecting with them, too much academics make me crazy. add the fact, that too much work in our organization makes us insane. The recent PlevSem was very eventful since we've been closer than ever. Rant-fest, FTW. "Responsibility" and all the other quotes.

I could feel responsibility now. One thrust of the org is empowerment and most of it relies on how we do the job well. I'm glad I have a deputy someone who would help me think and be there. I know I can really depend on her. Thank you Aly.

Yet, the highlight of my month was being with someone I'm with for a very long time. Though it was more of formalizing arrangements, it was the best ever. I have dreamed of different proposals but that has just been the best ever. Everything is in place except for a few arrangements that I am planning to fix soon, hopefully. Happy Weeksary! :D

Hmm, I miss my friends now. I haven't seen them after PlevSem. Two days or so won't be that long and I'm practically sleepy now. I'll have something better next time

Written by startled at 12:09 AM.

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What's your opinion in erasing a thousand messages in your phone's inbox? No, seriously. I have a thousand which I can't erase because there are messages that I can't let go even if in reality they are just meaningless.

Any ideas, how I can easily erase it? Or why can't I even erase it?

Written by startled at 01:52 AM.

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Wish life's like the monopoly game. Only that you can't go bankrupt.

Written by startled at 10:41 AM.

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The day that the Philippines was out of the map. This is the first time I've seen this picture of Ondoy. And this typhoon practically erased and paralyzed Metro Manila. Iwasn't able to experience the floods that were chest-deep but the repurcussions of this typhoon was felt even in the very walls of Ateneo.

It was 9am and everything waas dead lock in Katipunan, waters are rising and the storms raged like a fiesty fairy wanting to destroy everything in its path. Since we were in school, we decided to take refuge in our humble org room and waited for everything to settle. While waiting our connection to the outside world was Facebook, I know there isn't any signal in our orgroom but the Globe connection made it worse.

I was trying to contact home but to no avail. We waited and waited up until there was the announcement that we have to stay for the night. Since our org is catered to the fellow Ateneans, we opted to stay and give charging services at the least.

Also, we shifted early in the morning to help out in responding to people in need. I didn't know we can be productive even if we are stranded. Up until now, I can still feel that urgency to help. I'm putting off some academic work so I can help out not just in school but in other places.

Bayanihan can really be seen now, I just hope it'll forever be there and redirected to other things as well. This country needs changing, all we need is an eye-opener.

Written by startled at 07:21 PM.

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